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Apr 27th 2011!⃝This Song fits a situation I went through perfectly.
The man I loved sung the first two verses.
"I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none
There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening"
He didn't like what he'd started, and had to back out of things. He was told he should leave because it's better for the both of us, and he listened.
But then there's me.
"'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should"
he was gone and I didn't know who I was. Yet I knew I had to live without him. And I trusted that where ever he went with his life a girl would love him. Yet the man I loved was so complicated and so tricky and so difficult to be in love with... so it really is daring to stand where I stood.
Then he sings again;
"See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside"
He didn't want to leave. The voices told him to. I didn't want him to leave and I didn't give up messaging him. I just wanted him so much. I know it hurt him leaving... it hurt him as much as it hurt me.
I come in again.. "And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all"
He's gone. I had to accept it. I just knew that I loved him. And if he needed help, I wouldn't be far. Ever.
I don't know who I am without him. Yet I should. I was always bold and strong. And him leaving was really hard.
I wish he understood why I loved him so much. Loved? Love. Love him.
It's a hard situation.
Steven, I love you. And I'm not far at all if you need to call.
