i love the part near the end...
"Please, don't take this out on me
'Cause you're the only thing that's keeping me alive
And i don't wanna wait for the down set date 'cause
I would rather end it all tonight
And if i mean anything to you i'm sorry but i've made up my mind"
.....and i think, now that i know the story about Olivia, that it is a perfect way to put into a song the complete hopelessness some people feel and the conviction they have to do exactly what they think is best...killing themselves. once again, job well don Vic